Yesterday's run with Runners Club sucked. I'm so frustrated. I will have some answers to what ails me on the 16th. Then I can take the magic "whatever they have" and be back to normal. Right now I'm not sure I'm even running the Sarasota Half Marathon Feb 15th. Last Saturday I did a 6.5 mile run and although I struggled, I did do it. That gave me hope that I could at least do the half, but after yesterday's flop of a 2.5 mile run, I need to back away from thinking I'll be doing much distance.
I've had a nerve conductor test (fun), an EEG and an MRI of the spine (this morning). I think those 3 tests cover everything, don't you?? I have some really fabulous swear words being screamed out in my head, but I won't type them out here. I am a lady, after all. But I AM thinkin' 'em.
All that being said, and I know I'm a wacko (so need to tell me), but this Saturday a bunch of my friends are meeting on Boca Grande for a long run. Some of them are doing their 18-20 miler (yes, I am crying) but I am going even if I can only go a few miles.
I DON'T WANNA BE LEFT OUT. I FEEL LEFT OUT.
I apologize now for the obviousness of feeling sorry for myself. Sorry.